To be sane
To feel the time drifting, the scenery changing
To know a person
To lose a person
To be wrong
To wander aimlessly, whatever the fuck that’s supposed to mean, as if wandering was not already air
To find pleasure
To look dumb
To be worried
To lose it all
To brush upon a soulmate
To smile
To make a friend
To hear your song
To hug your mother
To feel seen
To know wrong
To do wrong
To fill the room with your laughter
To feel pain
To be embarrassed
To feel unimportant
To miss a friend
To try your best and just miss the mark
To just be grateful—
To pause for just a moment, and take it in… all of it